i can say it now, i guess. despite the fact that i still have four days of class and finals (that i don't have to go to), i am a senior. i can see the world passing before me and i'm trying to run with it. there are so many things i have to adjust to, i think.
last night was band banquet. and all these good byes and good lucks. it's tough.
i fucking hate it when i tell someone i've got a crush on a guy with a girlfriend and they're like, "you know he a has a girlfriend, right?" and i say "yeah". jesus christ, it's not like i'm going to steal them. i know better than that. and it's not like i can help who i like anyway. it just happens.
currently spinning: schatzi: song for stephanie