a while ago i wrote a friend a note asking what was up with her avoidance of me for the last couple of months and in reponse i recieved the bitchiest note i've ever read in my life. and i've been stressing about how to confront her b/c frankly no one deserves a letter like that, especially if one is clueless to the error of her ways (me) and the other won't share (her).
but today i had a epiphany...i don't need people like that. like i wrote to johnny, i can love all the men and be annoying and be hypocritical and love who i want to love and be myself freely. i am me. i don't give a flying fuck what others think b/c i'm proud of myself.
part of me still wants revenge but hell, that never works does it? so i'll live.
currently spinning: tortoise: night air