6.11.2001

bobby's been in town with me since wednesday and i've been having a pretty good time. nothing helps me learn more than being around someone new and different. i'll be sad to see him go. i feel almost like we were so close to being so real and now it's over. i must have been a total jerk off last night but everything was going wrong. if i had known last night was the last night, i would have done something more. i guess it's wrong for me to say that. i should always leave on a good note. but i do have one more chance.
dashboard confessional was amazing last night. i felt surrounded by pure bliss with all the voices singing around me and the lighters lit and swaying above the crowd.
i just need a break. a day to disappear with my camera.