10.08.2003

i read some old letters today. and i miss that. i miss what was there. i think about how much i wanted something to happen and how it didn't.
junior high kelly says: i wish life was like the movies.
college kelly says: speaking of the movies, i went to the restroom at the restaurant and there were these four women talking about penis molds, penis pasta, forbidden fruit and dildos. they were forty. and i started crying.