1.03.2005

two k four is so old news already...the best of said year are as followed:

* nick (duhz)
* the science art love triangle

and a various ass't of other things i actually enjoyed about two k four (taken from a collaborative list by the cc):

* loretta lynn
* scissor sisters
* croatia, paris and cassoulet
* gettin the learn on in vienna
* cinco de mayo
* the surprise party
* stevie's "i believe (when i fall in love)"
* mustang island camp out
* lotr marathon
* assacre shows
* minnesota
* canoeing and the little baby ducky and turtle
* bbqs at miguel's
* the infamous jumpsuit
* the pen tool, helvetica, etc.
* telling cavello off
* architecture
* the "return" of daft punk
* caswell and bruno
* dedicating songs and awesome comps
* karaoke (duhz) and the token queen song
* this american life and car talk mornings (ie falling in love with npr)
* creme brulee and related recipes
* sneaking in to skinny dip
* days at the park
* eyes proclaiming fatherhood to oeuf
* mr sedaris and picka pocketoni
* wilco at acl fest and shins/bright eyes at acl
* middlesex and you shall know our velocity
* welcome to the jungle
* the borrowed projector and the movies that followed
* herbert and oeuf
* riding in planes and visits
* lil mami coming home
* the message about donuts
* getting a bike
* every song currently on the md player
* reading mcsweeneys
* the roadtrip from austin to the nation's capitol
* the papers
* my "secret" crush on john kerry
* movies, movies, movies

we made meatballs last night. and new years was champagne, chocolate, a cigar, and singing to itunes. i walk everywhere in my new shoes and ride the metro with the necessary city nonchalance. it's been cold so we hold hands and read each other sherlock holmes and various other stories and mouthfuls of english breakfast tea with milk and sugar. you know how to make it. pancakes with boysenberry syrup. tapas and omgz the puffy shirt. haha. i <3 u, natural history museum but i realize i am one of millions to enter your doors. i look like the giraffe at the watering hole and nick is the gorilla. in his patterned boxers. coat in the mail. i hope our rings come soon. he left me a message on the puter. i am cold, but i don't want to commit to a shower now. smashed bottles on the ground and socially politically concious graffiti, oh dc. let's discover religion and driving around in cars. five comfort zones and underwear scattered on the floor and drop and anchor. writing cards for everyone. from metal letters to blue embossed text. his handwriting is messy. the blue tile and yellow orange bricks. you've got my pink heart on black letters. i love you. brown with pink flowers and white circles. little tiny paintings. the equations of form and function. i'm all snotty. a heart made by hands. we are inside the photobooth boxes so often, the white frames with you and me and us inside.

in lieu of the new year, a chance for everything to change and get better, here are the bests of the first few days:

* stevie's "for once in my life"
* vhs or beta "night on fire" (o my fucking gz the fucking beats the fucking harmonies)
* reading with nickers

as well as the expected resolutions, i will keep them short and attainable:

* listen to mr. stevie wonder every day (i think this really will affect the quality of my life hah)
* more karaoke
* more reading
* more photography
* more writing
* more noticing
* start thinking with more mental clarity rather than in imagined rubbish (which means ultimately...)
* be a better person to myself and to others