6.23.2001

he took me driving in his nineteen seventy five beamer down the "roller coaster" road, the wind and the impossibles hiding underneath his voice. i got to lean into him from across the table, smile when he laughed during atlantis and rest shoulder to shoulder as it all came to a close. john is beautiful when he smiles and tells stories of starry night camping trips. can i stay grounded when i'm floating on air?