a mirrored ball deflects light that rotates around and disperses like stars. there is a sudden orange glow of a lighter lighting a cigarette whose smoke rises and curls and disappears. the light changes with the movement of bodies.
we can hear a pindrop within the music.
and then my entire frame is entered and exited by the whole room.
full of violins and organ and drum and strong foreign voices.
it's hard to find words for something like that.
i am physically shaking.
and my eyes were more open than yours.
and i see in those moments why the earth is still spinning.