11.28.2001

maybe we fantasize to much, ben and i...
"is anyone sitting here?"
(insert stunned reaction)
"yes?"
"no!!!"
and i would jump on them. b/c it's part of the dream. but now i sit in at the table looking around without catching eyes.
for me, escaping the party to talk and kiss under the streetlights.
"i've wanted to kiss you all my life."