9.14.2002

selecting music from the jukebox. admiring painted picture, carved pieces of jade, woven animals, blinged out knives and wooden people.
i hug my pillow when i go to sleep and draw hearts on paper. i started noticing the things that aren't there anymore. rested hand on thigh. and body to curl into under the covers.
i heart how you sent me menopause tea even though i'm not forty.
benny made a beer smoothie last night. i don't know what to think about that one.